my story why of circumstance (come to circle my stance)

its never been better its been never worse
you are not the first
I found the opposite of now
did you win?, I won
and I think to time it sets in
and towards my cheek a blemish admits my speech
and I want to discover so to uncover this out of that of you to me to glee
I’ll be that morbid curiosity of less than me
do yah say yes to we
I’ve met land to set loose the gentle lapping of tongue (young)
lipped forms smack the dolls
I smell the scent left from your hair the night before filling me
I still the wait of more
full let moons
let full moons of tomorrow rush smile
I’ve always been free
and I don’t want it to be obsessive with you
want it to be memorable with you
that’s a first
do yah want some me to feather the weather
mapping the forbidden
it’s a cluster it’s given
a haven to live in
could yet you let you lay a precious morn
mold the form to ease you find my mind
the climbed rise of may be(may bed)sighs

azaleas- stasia

sometimes i am invisible
sometimes i am invincible
i try make sense of what does not
i take what i can't have 'cause it's all i've got..

and i will dance at any given time
sing in any given space
take you to the end and watch you try to save face
and azaleas will grow in the place we..
you failed me, you know, but you can't see..

why can't i be
what you can see
i can't stay here..

sometimes i climb, but then i fall
sometimes i am nothing at all
i try make you up on the spot
i take what i can't have and make it a lot..

but i will dance at any given time
sing in any given space
take you to the end, and watch you try to replace me
and azaleas will grow in the place we..
you failed me, you know, but you can't see..

why can't i be
what you can see
i can't stay here..

why can't i be
what you can see

sometimes i am..

black- pearl jam

sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
were laid spread out before me as her body once did
all five horizons revolved around her soul
as the earth to the sun
now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

ooh, and all I taught her was everything
ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
and now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
of what was everything
the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
how quick the sun can drop away

and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
of what was everything
all the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything

all the love gone bad turned my world to black
tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky
but why.. why.. why can't it be.. why can't it be mine

everlong- foo fighters

hello
I've waited here for you
everlong
tonight I throw myself into
and out of the red
out of her head she sang

come down
and waste away with me
down with me
slow how
you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
out of her head she sang

and I wonder
when I sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when I say when

breathe out so I can breathe you in
hold you in
and now I know you've always been
out of your head
out of my head I sang

Samiam - Mexico

You wanna be some place warm,
Probably Mexico,
Even though it's really not that cold.
You been planning a girl-girl trip in a motor home.
You wanna see how it feels to leave.

You wanted to see just how good it feels to leave,
Never mind the mess you left behind.
You wanted to see just how good it feels to leave,
To leave everything behind.

A chance to breathe,
A little time of your own,
It don't really matter where you’re going.
I’ll buy you some magazines,
You can call me from the roadside phone,
Let me know when you're coming home.

You know where to find me.
Whenever you decide.
And you know that I’ll be here when you get home...
Do you know if I’ll be here?

You wanted to see just how good it feels to leave,
Never mind the mess you left behind.
You wanted to see just how good it feels to leave.

Honestly - Run

I'm falling to a place of recognition
You retreat to avoid the pain
I'm breaking free from my condition
You just sit and wait for change
I won't react if you say there's nothing left to save
You're lying when you tell me everything's gonna be okay

Are you desperate for anything?

Run as far and as fast as I know you can
You lost your faith
That's all you had
Leave behind everything you pretend to be
Just let it go
Or you'll never be free

There's nothing left
Only isolation
You're drowning in apathy
Can you even see a simple revelation
And if it hurt would you feel the sting

You're not desperate for anything

Run as far and as fast as I know you can
You lost your faith
That's all you had
Leave behind everything you pretend to be
Just let it go
Or you'll never be free

Free...

You gotta know I've been there before
(Where you are)
You can't live like this anymore
(Run as far)

Are you desperate for anything?

Run as far and as fast as I know you can
You lost your faith
That's all you had
Leave behind everything you pretend to be
Just let it go
Or you'll never be free

Free...
Free...
Free...

Will you ever be?
Oh, will you ever be free?
Will you ever be?
Will you ever be free?

not about love- fiona apple

the early cars
already are
drawing deep breaths past my door
and last night's phrases
sick with lack of basis
are still writhing on my floor

and it doesn't seem fair
that your wicked words should work
in holding me down
no, it doesn't seem right
to take information
given at close range
for the gag
and the bind
and the ammunition round

conversation once colored by esteem
became dialogue as a diagram of a play for blood
took a vacation, my palate got clean
now i could taste your agenda
while you're spitting your cud

and it doesn't make sense
i should fall for the kingcraft of a meritless crown
no, it doesn't seem right
to take information
given at close range
for the gag
and the bind
and the ammunition round

this is not about love
'cause i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out

this is not about love
'cause i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out
i miss that stupid ache...

what is this posture
i have to stare at
that's what he said when i'm sittin' up straight
change the name of the game 'cause he lost
and he knew he was wrong but he knew it too late
but i'm not being fair
'cause i chose to listen to that filthy mouth
but i'd like to choose right
take all the things that i've said that he stole
put 'em in a sack
swing 'em over my shoulder
turn on my heels
step out of this sight
try to live in a lovelier light

this is not about love
'cause i am not in love
in fact i cant stop falling out

this is not about love
'cause i am not in love
in fact i cant stop falling out
i miss that stupid ache....